I tried to tell myself it was still possible - "b, you can just get a emergency exit seat take lots of drugs and when you get to AU just chill out in the outback while the crew runs around with the koala bears". But the fact that i still can't put pressure after the weekend and just two days before the flight makes that just a ridiculous idea. I'm sure i would only do more damage to my knee. sigh, i'm salty. I promised Q i would come see her when she left 6 months ago.

Maybe we can catch up by going to Portland together in the fall?

Now lets hope the $90 i spent on trip insurance pays off since there is absolutly no refunds or exchanges for my ticket.